trainig to kill kagori

I have been training severely with my dad. it was hard enough to train by myself, but with my dad it was life threatening.Didn't think i would make it out alive. I couldn't believe how he trained me. But i knew i had to do this if i was going to beat kagori. He didn't teach me jutsu but he used them on me. and he taught me how to redirect lightning . my entire body was sore, my strength gone and my chakra depleting.But we did this for the next two months.By the end of the two months i got used to it. I had become stronger, mentally and physically.

if he sees this he will kill me

but he wont kill me
or anybody else

i wont let you be killed your an academy but when ur gennin your battle capible